http://sites.google.com/site/itsybitsykid/home/itsybitsykid

This totally sums up all my feelings these past few days.

But totally, I wont ever ever forget the past two weeks. It's been a complete share of happy, sad, anxious and glorious feelings.

Seriously, my heart melted every time people will tell me they like and they think I am great. That's what all of us aim for, right? Yes, we should not ever let this fact stick out of our coconuts: we don't need other people to validate ourselves. But hearing sweet and credible complements would never go wrong. I mean, yes, ego booster. But we all need those, as human beings. And sometimes, you just need them. I'll never forget those people. I won't and I'll be forever thankful for them.

But most especially, I'd like thank myself. For being brave. For being strong. For being the best defender of myself. :)

Academia

I've been reviving my love-hate relationship with Academia (my studies) for a week. And I can say that we're pretty surviving. Yeah, surviving like survival of the fittest. This has been my life for two years. Surviving, surviving. Well, I can't say I've been a frantic lover of Academia. 'Cause yes, yes and yes I've been a total slacker in every form. I chose hang-outs with friends even if I have things with me undone. I chose coveting my time dating with social networking sites like Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr and my favorite of them all, Neopets (wohooo, Classic I must say!). I chose watching late night TV series and calling up 8MCDO to spend time with my favorite sister, Acie. I mean, I abused time for my one and only love, Academia. You know, I've been the geekiest girl in my bunch. I had this balance for studies. I mean, if I spend half of my time with my friends and family, I would spend three-fourths of my time with Academia. I would never forget the things I'd get from Academia. The thrill, the pressure and the love.

Summer passed by so quick but it left me with some responsibilities. These are my summer-job-turned-into-a-forevermore-job thing, my quick-think-biz-buy-from-me-please thang and blah blah blah. And now, I am getting into something which totally excites me. But you know thinking of all these, I remember Academia. I mean it's weird how my love for Academia came back like a tempest. It's like I can I feel it that Academia is here to stay. And I've been so thankful for that. And what now. What now, with all these responsibilities?

But, a cool-off with Academia is somewhat nice? or worse? Yes, it's a sure cool-off. But we'll never know what will happen. But hey, one thing is for sure, my love for Academia will stay.