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Not. Or not.

I just read my previous post. And I am proud to say that I've grown. Heh heh heh. So much of the physical maturity! I am glad it comes full circle now.

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I love what I am today. I mean I love everything, even my bad attitudes. I grow holistically. I make sure everyone is loved. I make sure everyone would put a smile upon their faces. I work the most efficient way possible. I walk to place and as much as possible, I hate running, rushing to my destination. I do thing slow and let reflex of nature amuse me. I love stuffing myself with radical facts. I also love idle times when all I got to do is stare at the stars or blankly to the space. I love how hard things press my tear ducts hard and after exactly three hours, facial muscles will now move its ass off to paint the town red. I stumble. I fall. I stand up. I smile. I cry. I get crazy.

BUT THEN AGAIN. THESE MAYBE NOT.

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Six billion but one :)

We've got one shot. We've got tonight. Let's feel the magic. Let's ride and drift away. We're magical, infinite and everything's finest. :)

I hope for the "we" so it will be Six billion but two. :)

Whats the fuss?

Yes, I have strict parents. They won't allow me to drink or to smoke. They'd count all my lakad (especially, the late night lakad's) and rant it to me. Yes, that's annoying. But I don't give a damn. I mean, they are my parents and I respect their decisions. Yes, it's my life. But ironic it seems, I love the way my parents do it. And yes, I am weird like that to like it. But I just know how to wait. In one and a half year, I'll be free as a bee. :) I'll go to gigs every weekends. Stay up late in music bars. Road trip to anywhere I like. Sleep anywhere I like (even streets loljk). Love someone (ayie joke!). AND ALLLLLL YOU CAN IMAGINE, YEAH USE YOUR WILD IMAGINATIONS! Ha ha ha ha. And I can't wait for that life! :) All I have to do now is wait. Most importantly, enjoy life and what it brings me as of now. Yes, I have strict parent. But, so what? :)

So my week is so shitty. Flunked like hell in one of my important exams. Got a rejected report.

But I got to love the end of this week. I have been thinking of "it".

I mean I can't forget it's face. the smile, the personality, everything.

I am trying to forget everything. I mean hello being stuck for friggin years! Yes, I don't want this to last. That's for sure.

But there are things in life that you can control. Beyond your control.

I am still a coward.

But one thing's for sure, you make my heart skip a bit.

And I am sorry for still thinking of you. 'Cause honestly, it's my guilty pleasure. :)

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So I'm running empty batt with 6%.

I've been so amazed with life. How life can be so beautiful over and over again, even for a moment we thought, just thought, we've loose it all. I mean sometimes, we feel sad that we want to stab our wrists and wear black and that side bangs. Ohh, I kid. But seriously, I find it real amusing to live. To eat the most delicious foods, to see the most beautiful places, to sing wonderful melodies, to laugh like there's no tomorrow. Those are not temporary, these are forever. It will last forever in our memories. And that's what I do. I think of these when I am at the lowest point. And finally, I can say that life is amazing 'cause it offers a lot, variety is the word. And, yes I am amazed everyday of my life.

I am amazed.

:)