Gotta love fridays

And so friday was bittersweet to me.

It was sweet! Joe and I went road tripping. Endless stories and gossips before flying to Italy for 2 months. Catching up at its best! And the best-est of it all, she is going back to our old dormitory next semester! :) We are going to be room mates again FTW! Back to our old set-ups but I promise to be a more exciting person next semester, dropping those books for a MORE fun life in college. Hihihi :> BUT being a good girl I am, I'd still set a fine line between things. THAT'S A SURE THING.

It was bitter? I got my statistics prefinal grade and I am not exempted for crying out loud! Studying for a week for a certain exam, and getting a flunking grade! Awwwww! And sings.. I did my best but my best wasn't good enough.. FOIN. FOIN. FOIN. I was so depressed that time. My sadness doubled when I went window shopping in Rockwell, and boo I am bankrupt! Too much for the perfect summer dresses I saw. Too much for the books, awww too many books but too small budget. Hahahaha. Good thing Mama treated me coffee :) And on our way home, I told her about my sentiments about my academics. I also told her that I WAS thinking twice of entering a law school. I told her that I really have zero self-esteem now. It's like I am losing hope. I told her all of my imperfections. I told her that I suck in writing (like in this entry haha). I am not good in debating. I am not good in speaking. I am not good in reading. BUT I really love what she replied to me. She asked me, "You think you're good? Why, do you think you're the best?". Wow, at first, I wanted to cry a pail when I heard that. But when she started rolling her dice, I understood everything she wanted to say. She told me that no one's the best, it's like we are all struggling. We are all struggling to be the best. We are all trying hard. She also reminded me to pray to God. :) I really really love my mom! :D

And truly that was one of the best fridays I will never ever forget. :)